Songs of Mild Peril are songs about life not always being as it seems. The flip-side. Literal meanings amidst the ambiguous, abstract, bleak and oblique. Songs about the world and the human condition from the comfort and terror of midlife.
‘Molecules of Love’ – The Story Behind the Lyrics
In addition to writing songs, I also work as a drug and alcohol therapist. This song combines the two. The lyrics speak of the theory that some people could actually be predisposed to become addicted to drugs, as a result of adverse childhood experiences.
The reasons why some people become addicted to substances are obviously very complicated and highly nuanced, and while I have significant experience working within the field, I do not consider myself an expert and I’m certainly not claiming to fully understand the neuroscience of the brain – far from it – but maybe this song gives an alternative approach to the debate on drug policy and this particular theory.
Early childhood is a time when the circuitry of the brain is formed. A child’s neurological development is directly affected by their environment. This chemistry of the brain is responsible for developing feelings of happiness, comfort, pleasure and euphoria through the formulation of molecules such as dopamine, serotonin, endorphins and oxytocin.
These are the Molecules of Love.
A child experiencing a warm, loving and nurturing home environment has the perfect conditions to develop a healthy brain chemistry, enabling the necessary molecules to produce ‘happy’ and content feelings and emotions. As such, they possess the mental armoury to form strong, secure attachments.
However, the opposite is also true. Adverse childhood experiences and traumatic events can result in a child developing a maladapted brain circuitry. The effects of which can continue into adulthood, resulting in a lack of neurotransmitters – an empty circuitry in the brain. This leaves an inability to naturally produce the chemicals needed to sooth the effects of trauma. There is an absence of Molecules of Love.
This is where the influence of drugs can be highly significant. When a person takes drugs such as heroin, cocaine or alcohol, which directly stimulate the neurotransmitters in the brain, the brain is flooded with chemicals such as dopamine and endorphins. This can elicit intense feelings of euphoria, confidence, relaxation, peace and well-being. For the person who has never been able to naturally produce these chemicals, to suddenly experience these sensations is immense and revelatory. This could be the first time that this person has ever experienced emotional warmth, comfort, elation or been at peace with themselves and their world – so why wouldn’t they take it again?
This is the kind of person who could be more predisposed to drug addiction.
The work of Dr Gabor Mate inspired me to write this song – he talks of addiction being the end product of years of suffering and trauma that can even begin in the uterus of a parent suffering stress. Through my own work, I know that all of the people I see in treatment are filled with regret, remorse and shame about their addiction, and at the root of it there tends to be trauma.
So do they have a biological predisposition to become addicted to drugs? It can certainly run in families, pass down generations, but it is not genetic. It is developmental. And it exponentially affects those people living in challenging socio-economic and emotionally dysfunctional environments.
The subject of drug addiction tends to elicit strong reactions in people – moralistically, legally, punitively and judgementally. But should these people be treated as criminals, as they so often are, or treated with compassion?
Through this song, I am not trying to explain or simplify addiction, or justify people’s actions, I merely hope to shine a light on these issues and this particular theory of drug addiction. Could the absence of essential ‘Molecules of Love’ actually take us in a different direction when looking at drug policy?
There is currently amazing work happening by LEAP (Law Enforcement Action Partnership) who have been looking at this particular aspect of drug addiction and the harmful consequences of current drug policy. Type ‘Neil Woods’ into your search engine of choice if you want to hear the incredible and inspiring experiences and wisdom of an ex-undercover cop who previously infiltrated drug gangs.
This brings us onto ‘The War on Drugs’ which is a great band... but a whole other song altogether...
lyrics
Molecules of Love
I don't want it. I've gotta have it...
Self-righteous morality
You know it's all been said
But neurologically
It's always been in my head
And I could never say no
It's like a vice from above
And I could never grow
Molecules of love
Now I pass to you this gift
Not of the genes, developmentally
Soon you'll learn what gives you a lift
We'll keep it in the family
Molecules of love
Keep me running back to you
Molecules of love
Are chemically new
And I didn't choose
Those white, brown and blues
I don't fit in these shoes
It isn't me
And I knew it was wrong
But a light just switched on
Now it's been on for so long
I can't see
Molecules of love
Keep me running back to you
Molecules of love
Are chemically new
Now I pass to you this gift
Not of the genes, developmentally
Soon you'll learn what gives you a lift
We'll keep it in the family
Molecules of love
Keep me running back to you
Molecules of love
Are chemically new
credits
released March 31, 2019
Written, recorded, produced and mixed by Andy Campbell & Dave Langdale
Mastered by Steve Whitfield
Guitars - Andy Campbell
Bass - Dave Langdale
Lead Vocals - Andy Campbell
Backing Vocals - Dave Langdale & Andy Campbell
Keyboards - Andy Campbell
Drums & Percussion - Kerry Harrison
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